Letter 175: Now you are truly absent from us, since you have taken away the man who imitated you.
**To Priscianus** (360)
Now you are truly away from us, since you have taken with you even the man who imitates your ways. For while many praise your qualities, the excellent Palladius alone, beyond merely admiring them, actually pursues them — so that you do not seem to have abandoned the advocate's arena, since his speeches carry on in your place. Thus he becomes your substitute for those in need.
But this too is part of his imitation: he takes delight in us, just as you did, and lends us his support as you would. And so my gain has come mixed with grief — for in having someone to love, I learn what I was deprived of when I did not have you.
But do not send him back only when he is willing, as Homer would have it — for you will never find such a moment, since he will never be willing — but set him in motion even against his will. For it is no small thing for me to be separated from you on account of your office.
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